Been having trouble sleeping this week, starting to affect performance.

Dreams, imaginings of things that scare the crap out of me. Been living in the Hour of the Wolf with the feeling that Someone just stepped on my grave for the whole week....can't concentrate....

I know I'm on the verge of something, as the last time I was in this bad a shape something....wonderful happened...an epiphany, an awakening that changed my life. Looks like another one is in the works....

...I just hope I don't crack before it does.

Michael